Why does my life feel so hypocritical? I keep encouraging my friend to fight her own issues with EDNOS, and yet I find myself relapsing back into EDNOS. I am strangely satisfied. I genuinely want her to get better, to live free of this terrible curse, and yet I want to completely relapse again, after a year of semi-"recovery." I feel like a terrible human being. I want it to just stop for good, but I also want the intense feeling of control back.
What is wrong with me?
Friday, July 1, 2011
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ik wat that feels like,its because we know how much being like this hurts and we know the consiquences . I don't want someone i love to be like me for sure
have a good day luv xoxox ur caring not hipocritical
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