2. Ginormous

I'm back at a size 0 in pants for now, but please take this with a grain of salt - I am a size 0, but completely and utterly jiggly, not toned at all, and to top it all off, I have a muffin top belly (hah, pun). I hate this feeling. This time of year last year my size 0 pants were comfortably, slightly loose, my stomach was completely flat, and I did not feel as though I was walking on two pork rinds instead of two legs. My thighs also had a much larger gap between them one year ago.. I know I can achieve that, since I was there. I must bring my old, more beautiful body back. Right now I am just the epitome of a porky little girl. I have one month left until I need to break out a bathing suit. There is no time to waste - must start shedding the fat now!!

I love Trixy Pixie on DeviantArt. The realness of her photography really speaks to me. Not only is the atmosphere in each photo so raw and beautiful, but her models have such beautiful bodies as well...